Summer
July 8, 2008Summer oh summer. Or rather the season of asking ‘So, what’s up in your life Brandon?’
Answer: ‘Let’s see, taking a break of everything in life?’
Seriously, ppl. Not that I’m wasting my youth doing nothing in these 4 months, I just wanna have a quiet time with myself and my other half. Spending time not thinking, for once. My life is littered with work, pressure and expectation, cant I have a carefree life?
It baffles me. (Read: I’m sick and tired of a busy life, need to have a break before I burn out)
Sometimes the wicked mind prays for some minuscule super power (read: to vanish as I wish) either that or some hollywood-exaggeration of a huge magnetic explosion/misile that stops all forms of communication. (Which means I cant blog, dang. Where’s my diary again?)
LEAVE ME ALONE.I need a break. Seriously.
Next up
It has been a year, long gone are the fear, here comes the after effect. Should I forgo what was so-called ‘your future as one of the brightest among all scholars’ and dipped into the world so ‘unstable’ (to quote from my dad) ? Have I lost it all or was I a fluke?
Occasionally I wonder, is this God’s will for me? Or is it a punishment? an awakening perhaps?
I have chosen the path not taken, yet I don’t have the confidence that I’ll pull through.
Lord have mercy on me. Help me. Guide me. Mold me.
